Stares of judgment
Accusations of blame
Stolen innocence
Abandoned childhood
Awkward silence
Past experiences have
haunted me, changed my life in everyway possible, stolen things from me that I
didn’t know was possible, given me strength I didn’t know I had and made me
ready to move on while remaining in place. This video is representational of
what I go through everyday of my life. Fear of judgment when telling what this
past of mine is, sitting with the stares, the accusations and the awkward silence
when my mind is anything but silent: hearing all the hurtful judgments that
have previously been spoken, being reminded of the pain, replaying songs that
have gotten me through those times, praying that moment will be over and
covering the self-consciousness with laughs and unrelated statements while
being faced with all of the emotions, faces, and horrific memories again and
again.